Hi, HAHA has it been 2 years since the last update?

how fast time flies 

anyways i doubt anyone still remembers this space but just missing my old self a little more today and hence i'm back to say hi. 

Wow, it's been more than a year since i last posted.

Everyone probably gave up on looking at my blog since most of us are using dayre now. 

I do like Dayre, but I find it troublesome having to upload photos one by one and having to type it on my phone. 

Nowadays I hardly update Dayre much because I'm getting lazy and my days are actually quite boring. 

There are things that I can post, and things that I can't anymore.

I guess it's time to head back to my personal blog after donkey years. 

Last day of school today. How fast time flies man. Exams starting next week, followed by holiday and attachment. When school reopens next year, we'll be Year 2 (although most of my friends are already going year 3). This semester wasn't really a good one for me, but I'm thankful that our angels clique are still going strong and meeting up so often despite our different timetable and lectures :)

My favorite malay. Probably my first female malay friend whom I'm really close to and can share my secrets with. Crazy, sweet and humorous girl. Thank you for always being there to listen to my problems and picking up my call at night when I really needed a listening ear. Although 90 percent of the time you don't pick up when I'm looking for you in school HAHA.

The east siders. Love y'all so much and the times we always travel to and from school.

Happy Birthday my pretty lady Xue Ling. Continue to stay true to yourself and not being afraid of being judged for being you, because this is what we love about you. 

 I have no idea what to say about this photo but HAHAHA. Dr Anu is too cute, she's the one who wanted to take photos with us holding all these stuff, but sadly she doesn't teach me for any modules.

 Angels with Dr Anu but missing Rui Zhi because he abandon us. CHEY fake, he was having revision lesson with Ms Raakvin. 

Lecture mates and idk what mates hahaha. Although I'm not really close to you girls (except Gwen), but I do enjoy the times with you all in lecture or breaks :)

This photo so pretty hehe. Our mama in angels clique. Sweetest person you'll ever find, and the best person to hug. Thank you for always sharing mentos with me whenever I'm about to fall asleep in lectures haha. I love how she'll send me random audios of her singing because she hardly sends to anyone. I hope you become more confident in yourself and stop having such low self esteem. You are pretty and lovable, do not think otherwise. 

Of course not forgetting the most annoying creature who pisses the hell out of me, makes me upset, insults me, yet able to put a smile on my face so easily without even trying. Thank you for tolerating my nonsense, mood swings and the numerous times I quarrel with you over small matters yet you're always so understanding. And I guess the only time you got really angry was when I trusted what others said instead of you. I will try to be less sensitive and ignore whatever people always say to me about us. Let's just enjoy the moment for as long as we last :)

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It seems like yesterday when I just updated my blog about angels. But one semester have passed by and all the best to everyone having their examinations. I hope all you will be able to do well. Just press on and the long awaited holiday will be coming hehe.

xoxo

It's not a fairy tale. I think it's just me wishing to live in a world that I have created, to lie to myself that everything is okay even when I know exactly what the outcome will be. What people see on the surface, may not be what it really is. So what if some couples appear to be sweet and lovey dovey? Do you think that they don't have their own problems? Do not be fooled by what people choose to portray on the outside. I want to be happy for once, is it that difficult?

Was supposed to update my blog like few days back when I last met Pat, but due to impromptu meet up with Simone and Jf, this update was delayed.
I can't really remember when did I went to this cafe with Jf, but I'm guessing it was some time last week. We went Five & Dime for our lunch, but it took us such a long time to find the place. We actually walked all the way from Dhoby Ghaut, but I'm glad we eventually found it. The food was good, but slightly pricey. We only ordered 2 main dishes and 1 drinks, but it cost us $56 (problems with cafe). I love going cafes, but sometimes the price are really high so maybe I should just go eat at coffeeshops haha kidding. Went shopping at Orchard and ended up watching Lucy because we're too lazy to walk anymore. The movie wasn't good yet it wasn't that bad either, but definitely below expectation. After movie, we went to Fareast Plaza to shop for a while more before settling down and have a short heart to heart talk.

Let's see when will be my next update heh. Enjoy your holidays :)

Hi guys, I'm finally back after one month' hiatus. Just posting some photos that we took yesterday before the start of the revision week and examinations. And if I'm not wrong, we'll be changing class. I sure as hell am gonna miss them so much even though there are times whereby I'm unhappy, but that's impossible to avoid. However the times spent being happy definitely outweighs the unhappy moments. 

I love every single one of you *inserts heart* 

Good luck for all your upcoming examinations guys :)

Will be blogging about the concert that Evan, Liliana and I went, to support Simone soon. So this is just a preview because I don't know when will the actual post be up haha.

Just feel the urge to blog but no idea what to blog about. I have a few post actually, but that will be up some other days. This space is most probably going to be on hiatus again because the next few weeks or next month will be a busy one. Yeah same old excuse of either being busy or lazy, what to do haha. Meanwhile, enjoy your school everyone :)

Sometimes I just wonder, what's the main purpose that keeps us staying alive on Earth? I'm not suicidal or anything like that, but I'm just really curious. When we're young, we just constantly want to grow up, thinking that being a young adult would be cool and we can do everything we want, enjoy life, hang out with friends everyday. But as we start to grow older, we realized that this is not true at all. As a student, we're always chased by assignment deadlines, project submission, presentation etc. Even during holiday, when we meet up with our friends, it's to discuss about our project work. I feel like I literally have no life. Of course we do have days whereby we are free, but by that time, we'll be so tired that we just want to stay at home and rest the whole day, probably not wanting to interact with anybody. Maybe it just applies for me, but I feel this way every single day. So when you finally finish your studies, the next phase of your life is to work, which is probably the worst part about being an adult because you practically work 30-40 years until you retire. If you're getting the job that you're passionate for, then good for you. If not, you'll probably hope that you can go heaven soon lol. Everyday is just, work, home, sleep and it goes on and on. Also the main reason we work is for money, to pay bills and support the family. Hence basically, we work to survive until the day we retire and enjoy a few more years until we enter the coffin. I know everybody would have a goal in life that they want to achieve when they're still alive and kicking, but how many of us actually manage to reach it? My goal in life is actually to go to third world countries and do volunteering work, giving joy to people who are less fortunate. If not, I would want to go backpack traveling. Yeah, not that interesting but I do hope it comes true. And I would like you guys to think about your purpose in life and do you think you're able to achieve it?

Finally day 4 of Hong Kong is up. Yes I know, after so long. It took me 3 months plus and I'm still not even done with my whole Hong Kong trip. I'm considering whether to post anymore the next time I go overseas because I'm just so lazy and I kept procrastinating non stop.
Anyways~ We didn't do anything much that day. We met Charmaine's aunt and uncle for breakfast, and they treat us dimsum. I can't remember where was it, but I think it was somewhere near (not really) to our hotel, which is near Jordan. Because we walked from our hotel to the dimsum place and I was so hungry haha. I can still remember the way there but I can't remember the road name. The food was good but I had to force myself to finish the food because they ordered so much (I didn't take photos after that, i was too busy eating), and it's not polite to have so much left over when adults treat you. You guys know I always don't finish my food, and her aunt kept putting food on our plate so we just kept eating. But so thankful for the treat even though it was my first time seeing them. After the breakfast, we went separate ways and shopped at Mongkok and bought tons of shorts and jeans. We ended up going back to the hotel at 5 to put down our stuff because they were so heavy. Fell asleep for a while, and around 730pm, Charmaine's other relative came and drove us to eat at this pizza shop. They were so fun and they kept wanting to pay for us when we went to buy snacks. Charmaine's dad asked her to pass something to them, so we hid the money inside and pass it to them. The funny thing was they tried to search the car because they knew that we would hide the money somewhere, but in the end they didn't find out hehe. So when we reach our hotel, we just packed and slept. Day 5 is the last day, let's see when I'll update then haha.

Had lunch at Watami (Junction 8 branch) with mum last Sunday. The food was quite nice, we spent around $60 for both of us, which I think was quite affordable for what we've ordered.

Met up with pat last week, I can't really remember when we met. But yeah, she was just doing her work and I'm basically doing nothing there haha. Then her friends came and ya.. nothing much. And I learnt how to pronounce "croissant" that day, we even called min just to tease her for her pronunciation.
I actually don't have anything interesting to update, and I didn't take any photos because I'm working these 2 weeks since it's my break. Can't even dress up nicely to go out with friends because all of them have started school, plus other than working days, I have to stay home to complete my assignments. What is life?