I hate this feeling..

Realizing there's no one you can rely on when you're at your lowest. 

Where's everybody when you need them the most? Who's actually there, I mean who will ditch everything and just be by your side to comfort you. NO ONE.

Feeling so fucked up but I can't even find anyone to be there for me. Everybody have their own life, I understand. This is why I can't hate anyone, because sometimes when people need me, I can't be there for them as well. I should just learn to be more independent, & not always rely on the people around me. Because when they're not around, I really don't know what to do and what to feel...